Sometimes i wonder, why woudnt i want to get into a relationship or something. I'm just scared that i'll get hurt. Or maybe afraid that he might really control my life. Maybe it's time for a change. I think i'm ready to settle down. Be someone's lady. lady. Cause i'm sick of fooling around or tormenting ppl's feelings. Maybe karma will get to me but then again, i think for now... I need someone to guide me to the right path. To settle down. Someone whose pasionate, patient, understanding and accepts me for who i am. Maybe someone chivalry. Will i even find him? Am i asking alot?