KHAIRUDIN!!

OMFG! KHAIRUDIN IS STILL ATTACHED.
He's been attached since 19 May 2007! & it's been 2 years plus now!
WTF?! I asked Hilmi about him thru friendster. I asked him how's din doing? he's serving ns now? etc etc..
He said that he's in ns now and he just when for a holiday with his GF & family. I was like, "WTH? He's still attached?" I was hoping he's not and maybe I could contact him back. Im sad now. I still have feelings for him. He's my first love man! I've been waiting for him for 2 fucking years and this is what i get from him. I've been rejecting alot of guys cos i still want him back. Omg. Im damn damn sad now.. All my high hopes have been trashed. My imagination on me contacting him back and be like the past absoultely ain't gonna happen. I want to emo now. I want to listen to sad songs & force myself to cry. Wait, prolly not cry cause i've been crying alot these days. BUT I STILL WANNA BE EMO.

MOHD KHAIRUDIN BIN MOHD ALI.
I STILL LOVE YOU.
I REALLY DO.
I WILL NOT FORGET YOU EVEN THO YOU'RE ATTACHED.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART JUST LIKE A TATTOO.
IF YOU WERE TO CONTACT & WANT ME BACK,
I'LL BE GLADLY TO ACCEPT YOU IN MY LIFE.
YOU'RE MY SUNSHINE.
YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING.
IM SORRY FOR NOT BEING UNDERSTANDING LAST TIME.
IM TRULY AM.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME :'(

16/04/2007
I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY.
COS THIS IS THE DAY THAT WE FOUGHT.

ohh my, my heart has been broken into pieces.
NOTHING or NO ONE will be able to mend it again.
EXCEPT for U,
MOHD KHAIRUDIN.. :'(

i miss you,
i really do..
take care my dear.
cos i'll always love you..