WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPENING TO ME??

Skrg mama tak nak bbual dengan Zila. She's giving me silent treatment for God-knows-what-reason. WTH. Satu2 angin. I got no one now.. Mama dah mcm gini. Papa, dont even talk about it. Nenek, buat hal. Friends, no comments. I seriously got no one to go to except for abg. He is the only one that understands me, knows what im going thru, always on my side.. Thanks Abg & Ana for your company and advise that day. Thanks for all your time to come under my blk immediately. Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone most.. Thanks ALOT. (:

I cant take this shit any longer. Sampai bila Zila harus sabar? Why is all this happening to me?
Why is my family doing this to me? Why why why? this is just too much for me to handle..
Probably im just a Problematic Girl. Maybe i should just leave this world do that i wont be problematic anymore? So that it will ringankan beban dorg??...

NO! THINK POSITIVE ZILA.
Sometimes i felt that talking to myself, asking for advise is soo much better than asking people.
But please, im not MAD.
Its just another way of comforting myself. Let whatever is in my heart out.




Dear God,
Please dont make me think of all this anymore.
i just simply want to concentrate on my Os first..
Amin..