KHAIRUDIN

Hello cyberspace! I've been the most happiest girl the THE WORLD these past few days.
Khairudin contacted me back. After 2 years! I was pretty much grateful to God that he contacted me back. God does really exsist. Otherwise, he won't be answering to my prayers.
Alhamdulliah :)

I miss him alot. Just met him yesterday.
When the first time i saw him, i was speechless!
I simply gazed at his eyes & told myself that "this is it".
Its was a pretty long story.
I'll just summerised it up for you.

I confessed to him on how i've felt towards him for the past 2 years.
I still LOVE him ALOT. & I do really MISS him ALOT too!
We've been contacting each other since then.

I love you, Mohd Khairudin.
I really do.
Guess it doesnt matter how hard i try.
No matter what, she will always be in your heart.

But still i'll wait for you.
Its not that i have to.
But i WANT to.
Even tho you told me "dont put high hopes on me"
I dont care. I know im stuborn.
Some things are meant to be left this way.
& as for you, I'll be glad to wait for you until you're married.

Tears rolled down my checks when he told me that he'll be
happy for me when i've found someone better than him".
how could you said that? Whereas, I, myself dont feel happy for you.





what hurts the most is seeing the one you loved, love someone else..